I wonder what its like to feel no pain
To have no feelings
And to be sane.
Isn’t it better than what we go through?
The sufferings
The sorrows
And the days of resentment
Lost friends
Broken dreams
Why does it hurt so bad?
You bet its amazing when you’re happy
But what about when you’re not
When life just slows down
And you hate every part of it
You wish you were dead
Lost
Away from everything
But it just doesn’t happen
I wish things were simpler
No worries
No feelings
No hope
No expectations
Wouldn’t it be easier to not care
To be what you want
And not give a fuck
I guess its all a sweet dream I have
Where everything is even and perfect
Its never gonna be the way I want
Because sadly I’m always out of luck.
